lost
I feel so lost and alone but when I spend time with Pan or My friends it lets Me know I am not alone in this world I am not the lone ranger just have to look at Pan as I cuddle Him I feel perfect love and perfect trust tried to see how He does with a leash didn't work to good maybe next time what is very strange is how when ever I am happy all I have to do is call a certain person and I can feel so like nothing so like a speck of dirt if even that I'm so tired so lost I know I am important I know I am alive I am a good person a good witch and yet with just a word I can allow Myself to be destroyed. Why is That? Why do I allow Myself to be treated with disrespect and abuse when I am happy? Blessed Be So Motto It Be