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Well I took My first steps to becoming Me I paid for the electricity for the apartment and tomorrow I pay the rent on the apartment. I am so happy yet I feel sad because a part of My life is changing and I can't and really truthfully I don't want to go back to. It's like a door is opening and I am running to it. My first steps to being the person I am ment to be is taking My independence and My respect My honor My truth and making something of Me not hiding in My fear and letting someone treat Me as a child. I plan to go shopping thursday or Friday for food I am off either day and I know Aldi's will have good prices on food I can deal with can goods frozen food a few snacks I can figure something out to keep Me for a few weeks. I will not lie and say I am not scared because I am  but this is a big step for Me a major step in the right direction. I am taking My power My ability My knowledge and My ways and making a life that I can be proud of that I can say I have done this. Blessed Be

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