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Well today I signed the lease on My apartment for a year. I moved a few items into the apartment, I figured I would move more into it tonight and maybe go look at some shower curtains. Norma and I can't live like this much longer I am ready to pull out My hair and scream I took My Wicca books to the car and parts of My altar I can't take My supplies till later in the week maybe She is right I should just go now. This will be so hard on Buddy She is arguing and fighting with Me because She is scared. I'm scared also. This is a big step for Me but She doesn't see it that way, She sees it at Me hurting her She sees it as I don't like being here She thinks I feel so bad about being here but thats not it and I want Her to know I love her for Her and I wouldn't harm her harm none is My motto what is so sad is that She told Me I am hurting her so much that My karma is coming back to hurt Me. Blessed Be


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